After a couple days of dragging my feet, today's walk with a friend did wonders for me. The talk we had really caused me to think about how I can change things regarding my food and exercise. When I got home I got busy and went to work researching it all. I am a research freak. That would be a good job to look for - a research assistant for someone who doesn't like to do that. It would suit me.
Thursday was a good day after all. A friend helped me to see myself better.